Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Life's full of contradictions. You take time out to discover more of yourself, in hopes of settling the battles you waged against yourself, yet you find more contradictions that fires up your battle again.
Unfair. Yes, it is. But what
IS fair? It's just a word, with no illustrations in real life.
Why bother believing in things you haven't seen or experienced?
In my quest to find answers to quench my inner turmoil, I ended up waging an even bigger battle against myself. I hate it. Why did God give me a brain in the first place? Why not just let me feel the hurt? Here I am, anxious to find some reprieve from my mental anguish, and I end up, with even more stress.
Why, Lord, Why?
Forgive me Lord, I am again questioning your absolute knowlege. You're molding me to become a better person, to help me get ready for the battles that lie ahead. Please just make me strong.
Please.
let it go
30.8.05
