Friday, August 31, 2007
Of course I'm not yet done talking about you. I spent most of the day already doing so, but I'm just not done yet.
You probably don't know about this blog, so there, I'm free to write whatever I want.
How do I deal with this? I thought I had it all figured out -- I was gonna stay out of your way, keep to myself most of the time, even when we're together, and not be the same Leigh that you knew before. Obviously, I wasn't able to do any of these, that's why I'm ranting.
I don't understand how you can just come back as if nothing happened. I don't get why after all this time, I still feel the same. Your presence still comforts me, more than any other person I know. Hay. I can't believe after all this time, I still feel the same. For once I feel that I'm taken care of, instead of me taking care of everyone else.
How do I remedy this? What do I do? I can't just simply say that I'll stay away from you, because truth be told, its not that easy. It's like finding you again, only to lose you another time. You broke me before, and now, you're trying to fix me up, and I don't know how to deal with it.
let it go
31.8.07
