Friday, January 20, 2006
It was a good idea that I spent these past few days reading up on my past entries in my livejournal. It seems like I've found what I have been looking for. I saw how I once was, the mamaleigh that I left some months ago just because I didn't want to be her anymore. The romantic, sensitivie one, not the cynical and numb person I am today.
So what happens now?
Well, for starters, I'm making this conscious effort of bringing her back. I want to be her again, even though there's a really big chance of me getting hurt. I should learn that not all pain is bad. After all, in a functionalist perspective (ok, I'm getting too much SA101.), i wouldn't appreciate how good it feels to be happy if I have not really felt pain.
Ok whatever. I'm going to class.
let it go
20.1.06
